bhante sujiva, insight stages, and the quiet habit of measuring my sits instead of being therethe insight stages bhante sujiva talks about keep whispering during my sits when i just want to attend

Bhante Sujiva and these insight stages keep haunting my sits like I’m secretly checking progress instead of paying attention. It is just past 2 a.m., and I am caught in that restless wakefulness where the body craves sleep but the consciousness is preoccupied with an internal census. The fan’s on low, clicking every few seconds like it’s remi

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